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14 years ago
Confessions of an UNDERprivilleged Prinsezz
The daily life's experiences & thoughts of a sassy, perky underprivileged princess
Nope, I'm not gonna post about that some sort of the dance thingy that you do with your hands.
I know this might sound cliche but when they say that 'the best Ship is FRIENDSHIP', I had no choice but to agree.
But what baffles me is the negative public perception on the friendship between male and female.
I really do not see what is wrong in being friends with the opposite sex because me myself has a few close guy friends. Actually, I think I have more guy friends compared to girl friends.
HEHEHE
Maybe because I'm not so girly girlish myself. So I feel belonged being friends with boys. Even my group of girl friends are not so girlish themselves. We're just a bunch of 'unique' girls.
(I dare not say 'weird' or they'll bash me up! :p)
As long as you are honest and know how to put that invisible limit line between yourself, Insya Allah they will respect you as a lady.
In fact, it could be better because you can exchange opinions & tips especially when it comes to matters of the heart.
*wink wink*
;)
Now, meet my friend Sleazy.
Well, his name is actually Habil, but I think you can see why we called him Sleazy..
:p
He is my classmate in Uni. He may looked like a serial killer but he is actually a ladies man. We've been friends for almost 5 years now. We don't see each other quite often since graduating but when we do, we can talk and talk for hours without realising the time. We used to spend our time checking out pretty girls & he'll always asked me to do his dirty works by forcing me to go asked any girls phone numbers. YES! I feel so used!
And now, meet Nizam.
I've been friends with this future doctor since I was 18. GOSH! He may looked like you can bully him anytime but believe me, this sinister 26 year old is ULTRA sarcastic and be warned, his sharp tongue can and WILL bleed you ears!
After knowing him for too long, my ears are already immune to his heart-thrusting words.
I don't even know how on Earth I can stand being friends with this dude.
T__T
Lastly, say hi to Danial
He is my senior back in Uni.His friends called this Architect Danny Boy because well...for obvious reasons. Nothing much to say about him except for the fact that we'll fight all the time and he'll end up sulking like a girl.
*sigh*
But he is reliable nonetheless. Always there for me whenever I need a friend to talk too.
I can share almost anything with these fellas and vice versa. I can be my crazy, sarcastic, goofy self around them without being judge negatively. I appreciate them to bits & I'm always thankful that they always looked after me like the older brothers that I never had.
One simple word that is not too simple to achieve.
Its hard to make everyone happy when all u wanted is to make them happy~ Especially to those we love the most...
Have U ever tried ur very best to make someone happy?
Have U ever got drenched in the cold rain at night just to buy a gift for ur little brother just because he got 2nd in class?
Have U ever got drenched in the cold rain at night just to buy a gift for ur elder sister & brother-in-law's 2nd wedding anniversary?
Have U ever???
Without asking anything in return, all U ever wanted is to carve a smile on their faces... The faces that U love so very dearly but, NOTHING.....
They don't even look or glance at all at U, and even say hurtful things...
Bet it is true when people say the ones U love will hurt u the most. But still, U just can't help wanting to make them happy because they are above all, ur FAMILY~
It brings me great joy to see people around me happy. Perhaps I just didn't try hard enough....
Yesterday, was the result after 5 years worth of blood, sweat & tears... Yesterday, was a day for me to wear a fancy robe, get on a stage & take an empty certificate~ Yesterday, was my CONVOCATION DAY!
(YEEEAAAYYY!!!)
I can't sleep the night before. Perhaps I was too excited or even nervous... Slept at 3 a.m & woke up at 7 a.m It was still quite early coz my ceremony starts at 12.30 p.m. Even Mama who spent the night at my house woke up very early & didn't know what else to do...
So I decided to continue painting my nails as I was too tired to finish it up last night. I am not that good in painting anything ( except walls) so the result was like my nails were dipped in a barrel full of paint! DISASTROUS!!!
TA-DAA!!!
It is suppose to be turquoise blue, but to me it looks like Petronas' corporate colour!
SEE????
I asked Mr. Apek to send me & Mama to the ceremony hall months ago but when the time comes, he fell asleep at his house in Damansara.
PANIC ATTACK!!!
We were suppose to be there half an hour earlier. I don't wanna take the bus because I know it will be SUPER pact & we're gonna have to walk far just to get to the hall. I just pity Mama (& my make-up!)
Akak promised me to come on time as well, so I thought we could go to the hall with her but sadly, even she was still at home waiting for her husband to come just because she doesn't know the way ( even after countless visits to Shah Alam )
-___-"
GREAT!
What a way to start my BIG day... Its a good thing Mama's so-called adopted son ( whom I've never met) lives nearby & willing to send us there. FEWH!
I was running very late & haven't even put on my robe yet. It took me & Amoi almost 20 minutes just to find our way to the right queue amongst thousands of other students! We had to get ready with our outfit in the line. RUSH RUSH RUSH!
We had to wait for a few hours before getting up on stage to make way for boring speeches & even boring-er videos...
When our time is finally up, it was almost 5 already. All of us were very nervous for our turn while lining up... All I could think of is:
JUST DON'T FALL ON STAGE!
(and I wish my picture would turn out perfect!)
Finally, its MY turn!
*gulps*
*walks*
*smile*
*takes certificate*
*walks away*
All it takes was about 10 seconds... But can u imagine all of those months in preparation for just that 10 seconds on stage?? And with an empty certificate??? I mean, I want the REAL thing!!! CRAZY!
Eventhough yesterday was not the best-est day in my life, but it was not the worst either... So I choose to forget about the ugly side & focus on what is important: To be happy & be proud of my achievement!
To everyone who used to or still is participating in my life's journey, my sincerest appreciation for ur endless support & love all this while... Congratulations to all!!!
Twinkle twinkle little star, How I wonder what you are...
I have always been fascinated with the stars & galaxy above us ever since i could remember... My dad used to buy me books or encyclopedias about the them & I will keep on reading until i fell asleep.
Even from when I was young, when other kids keep changing their minds on what to be when they grow up, all i could remember is i wanted to be an astronomer, then only comes my ambition in being an archeologist or an architect.
I still remembered what Abah said to me when i told him about my dream. He told me that the working prospect of an astronomer in Malaysia is very little. U have to go overseas to study & obviously we couldn't afford that. Besides, U have to learn very very hard in order to get a scholarship...
*gulps*
I asked him about my other passion in being an archeologist... His reply was the same & he even told me that it is not an easy job for a lady~
*gulps*
He told me that all i could do is be an architect. And that is what I am reaching for. The road is long & windy but i know, one day I will reach the sky and be my own star...
I have long forgotten my dreams in being among the stars, but i can never let go of my fascination every time I look up in the night sky, gazing at God's greatest creation...
It is like, wherever I go, i will end up cleaning TOILETS!
I HATE FILTHY TOILETS!!! (well, don't u?)
Please please PLEASE people, eventhough u never clean the toilet up, but at least don't make a mess... I am like a one-man army struggling to live in a better environment while hoping for u people to have the slightest awareness of my effort. But sadly, everything is useless..
I don't know if u have a maid, servant or even a slave at home to clean ur toilets ( and i do pray that u people's toilets are cleaner there) but PLEASE have some courtesy.
There are 9 people currently living under one roof..why can't we take turns then? If u don't wanna to spoil ur perfectly manicured nails by scrubbing, I understand, but at least help me by sweeping the floor or at least take the trash out.
I even endangered my own health a few times by using dangerously strong chemicals to remove the unsightly dirt when scrubbing just won't work!
I know u are busy with assignments bla bla bla...but 10 minutes every 2 weeks won't affect ur schedule ( i think... )
I am not trying to diss anybody. All I'm asking is a cleaner, usable toilet... Is that so hard to ask?
I hope one day a GENIUS will invent a self cleaning toilet & I will be the FIRST customer to order...
2011 is just a few hours away & i am SO not ready to usher it into my life...
I am gonna be 24 tomorrow & frankly, i am SO freaking out!
I mean, i haven't really achieved anything significant in life & i thought i could change the world la konon by the time i'm 25! (YES! such a naive thought~)
So what is in store for me in 2011?
What do i want to achieve???
Well, i am putting up sort of a (realistic) list of things that needs to be achieved in 2011:
1. Get a frigging DRIVING LICENSE!
2. Get a well paid REAL job
3. Go on a well deserved vacation ( i'm thinking SINGAPORE!)
4. Get THINer & be more wonderfully BEAUTIFUL! (as if..)
5. And finally, Get myself THIS!
Khairul Fahmi Che Mat
OK!
Not SO realistic but I think everyone knows this fella!
He is our football team's goal keeper turned national HERO!
C'mon peeps...
I know he's still 21 but i'm NO paedophile...
He IS the sought after guy in our country right now.
I just wanna join in the rush!
He also reminds me of a Japanese actor doncha think so???
I would also like to take this opportunity to congratulate our National Team, the Tigers for their undying effort in reviving our some how ' Potent ' football scene...
After MORE than 5 years, i FINALLY finished my studies...
So, what else is on everybody's mind once they've graduated?
yes, WORK!
But WORK is not a priority to me right now as i am lovin my life nowadays.
Because after more than 5 years, i am FINALLY living my LIFE!
I spent more time with my family, re-connect with old friends, shopped, ate non-stop, is learning how to drive, went hiking & doing things that i didn't have time for before and actually enjoyed every single bit!
hike hike hike!
BIG family
I am pretty comfortable with the life i am in now
( except when u think about the $$$$$$ part OF COURSE...)
Because surely as the digits in my bank account is decreasing, i will have to find a proper job.
The blog title may look like i'm a Math disaster, but i am so NOT!
It is actually the best way to describe 2 persons' life~
(Me & Mr.Apek's)
I like to read, But he doesn't.
I know everything, But he doesn't.
I love to look at the stars, But he never cares.
He sleeps all day, But I can't.
I am a clean freak, But he's not.
He irons every T-shirt he's gonna wear , But i couldn't care less.
He thinks he is funny, But he's not. (trust me...)
He farts, I burped.
We argue about EVERYTHING, EVERYDAY.
But who else is willing to sing loudly & do a silly dance in the the car with me while others looked?
Who else is willing to Tango with me in the living room following the songs on MTV?
Who else will let me call him ugly, hairy & whatever names i could think of & still laugh about it?
Who else will stuff me with ice-creams & chocs whenever i am sad?
Who else is going to give me flowers on my birthday?
Who else will come in the middle of the night when i am SUPER hungry? (which is ALL THE TIME)
Who else?
Who else??
I could list down everything but everything won't be able to describe our complicated & complex live.
But when there is YOU & ME, the World is ours...
We are like Heaven & Earth but our strong feelings glued us together~
May we will be together for a 100 more years to come...
Too many deaths this year & this is my third...
Last Saturday marked another big turning point in my life where someone important in my life was taken away forever...
I was SO shocked when i heard about the news & can't stop crying.
Out of all people, i just never expected this..
I am sorry for not coming to your funeral but i will give the world to be there!
He was not only a lecturer, but he was a guider, confidante & most of all, he was a friend~
I've known him since my early years as an architecture students where he was my studio master & had been close to him since then.
He always will give you a helping hand whenever you need it & will always try his very best to untangle any problems.
He doesn't mind chilling with anyone because he is humble & down to earth.
He will NAG at you whenever he sees you doing nothing because i know he cared SO much about his students.
He once told me the last time we met that he doesn't want to see my face again next semester & i guess he really won't...
They say GOD is only lending GREAT people to us to make our lives better.
Well i guess that is so true.
I really don't have anything bad to say about him because he REALLY is a nice man~
Recently, a new phenomenon had landed on Malaysian soil...
The name:
TEACHER SHIDA
This bold and exciting teacher that hailed from Parit, Perak had created a huge tidal wave amongst the Malaysian internet community forming a crater along the way, dividing the lovers and the haters...
Personally, i am neither a lover nor a hater but i respect her way of expressing herself and HELL, she's funny!!!
She doesn't really care bout what others said bout her making a fool out of herself eventhough it seems like almost half of Malaysians are going against her...
People said that she brings shame to the teaching profession but to me as long as she didn't do anything stupid or X-rated, then it is fine...
I really pity her when people say bad thing about her and exposing her flaws.
There is even a hate page on Facebook!
I mean, is it necessary???
just delete or ignore her videos if you don't like it, RIGHT???
This really proves on how gullible and negative Malaysians are~
So please, give some support to our own people for willing to express themselves...
Just go to her YouTube account and laugh your heart out at this one of a kind teacher.
This semester, i've been facing probs with the U's admins since the very begining...
I was forced to go everywhere, meet everyone & was treated like a ping pong ball...
First, the registration, now the fees...
Eventho i had paid my share the tougher way, but at least i did!
I even have 2 swallow all my pride & break down my wall in order to find enough money in such a short notice...
And now, i can't even enter the Student Portal~
WTH is all this??????
I just found found out that my cat, Mr.Bobby had died on the 1st of July 2010 through my sister's previous FB's status (which i NEVER noticed!)
What makes it more painful is the fact that nobody even bothered to tell me about his death~
I was so shocked, i cried until i could not even breathe~
Call me emotional but he is the best cat u could ever own...
Bobby is obedient, playful & very very cute!
I don't care if my mum spoils him to bits because he deserved it.
Abah said that he had some sort of ulcer in his tummy. My brother noticed it after he gave him a shower the night before bobby's death.
The next morning my dad found him frozen stiff on the floor. He was only 2 years old!!!
Abah said it was an easy death & Mr. Bobby seemed happy~
Yesterday was another mundane Monday because it marked as another first day in a new semester for me~
I am not proud to say that it is my 11th first day (yes, i took a longer route to graduate)
Do you think i like sticking around the faculty when all of my friends had move on with their live?
The best part is, when people start asking:
Eh, you're still here???
GREAT!
-__-"
*GRINS*
People said that a good smile is your best accessory~
In my case, i think it is the ONLY accessory i could put on when facing THAT situation...
Perhaps i AM not that smart~
But, Oh well.....
Live has to move on, RIGHT???
I am just trying not to think about it too much or i will go CRAY-ZEH!!!
So, on the first day, the lecturers arrived very VERY late (as usual)
They give us a brief & BLA BLA BLA....
We're done!
That is only it!
The time the lecs took to brief us is shorter than the amount of time it took them to find their way to class~
(-__-)"
Dear GOD,
I just hope that i don't have to go through this again...
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